i haven't updated in a very long time. this summer is so depressing. i work 40 hours a week. i have no time for anything. me and cassie were looking at a summer ideas list that i made during the school year, and it made me so sad thinking about all of the stuff i missed out on doing this summer since i work every day. the only "goal" i completed was making up new words, and that was by mistake. my friends are always away on vacation and its sad. nothing goes my way, and im going to change that. im sick of being walked over to make other people happy. what about my happiness? i guess i dont have a right to be happy. great. now i need to pee again. im not gonna. actually maybe i am i realy have to go brb. k back. so yeah, whatever im bored and just felt like i should update. i have nothing of meaning to say, how sad is that? fuck this summer. senior year better be amazing. i have a feeling its gonna be really good and i havent thought that since 8th grade, so i really hope so. i cant wait until all of gravy is together again. guys, we need to take our senior pics! ok well thats about it. see you later, lj.